Things to lose

Sometimes it strikes me when I am looking at my family...Andy, Emily and Hannah that it is a pretty overwhelming feeling to realize just how much I have to lose. Tonight I was cuddling on the couch with Emily, who is feeling kind of yucky and missed her nap today. She was snuggling as close as she could possibly get to me and just that feeling of cuddling with her and knowing that to her, I am her comfort was kind of overwhelming. Sometimes I get an ache in my heart when I really think about how much I love these girls, and the thought of not having them in my life is truly impossible to fathom.